When You’re Gone.

Just a cliche title before I start. Feeling all sad again. Sopi and Alin called this evening. God. I miss them so much. With Lala going back tomorrow, my life will be written with invisible ink in an empty book. How dramatic and yet, so true.

Seriously, I miss the good old times where no one was mad at anyone or like, when everyone laughed and knew what was the joke. When everyone told secrets that everyone knew. Maybe you don’t get what I mean. But to me, this is how I feel. By the time I see my friends, my high school friends that is, they will all know secrets that only I don’t know.

And I don’t even have an interesting story to tell. Isn’t life such a joy?

Yes. I should move on. But how the hell am I going to move on if I can’t even find any replacement for my old friends?

Not that I want to replace them, but you know, find someone that could laugh with me for my stupid silly craziness, who would do something incredibly insane with me, who is not afraid with advetures, who takes pictures with me every 10 seconds [ because I like taking pictures with my friends.. ] and et cetera.

*sigh*

I do not know what to do.

I miss these girls do damn much

And the way we used to be..

I miss you guys

 And of course, I miss Fau too. But can’t find the pictures with her included

Basically, I have to find a way to move on and let go. And just accept the fact that things would never go back to where they were before. And for me, I’ll try my best to get out of this country next year and of course, I could build a new life there and learn from my mistakes that I made here.

Moving on…….

I am so damn sleepy. I want to sleep but I have to do some things first. Like, Psychology assignment maybe? Yeah.

So, just now, I was cleaning up my wardrobe when I found these three cute bottles of Chanel perfume. Haha. They smell like sh!t but I still keep them because they’re cute! Got them for free! Lucky me

Being me, I took some pictures of the bottles. Have a look;

Them 3 bottles

Stand out from the others

There. Cute aren’t they? Yes yes yes they are!

My personal favourites of perfume would be Gucci Envy Me which I am using right now. And Dior Addict 2 which I am not using at the moment because it’s going to finish soon. Haha. I also like Britney Spears perfume but I don’t have it. So, I am happy with just what I have. Oh oh. I like Calvin Klein’s Euphoria too!

 

I really can’t wait to watch Ice Age 3 because Shobana said in Facebook that it is so damn funny! Arghhh. I want to watch it!! Maybe this Tuesday. Yeah. With who? I have no clue whatsoever. Don’t know if Shauni would be interested in watching or not. Will ask her later.

My boyfie is out of the country or maybe not, I don’t know. Out of the country as in Singapore

Went to visit his brother and I don’t know what time is he coming back. Lately, he’s been confusing me by being all sweet, as in, VERY SWEET. And last night, his last message before he left to Singapore was not all that sweet at all. But really, he has been very sweet in the past few days. Showing the soft side of him or whatever. I hav no idea what he is up to. LoL. But the feeling’s nice. So, might just play along

Damn sleepy dowh.

Glad that I have my wardrobe is mess-free now Can’t believe I waited THIS long to clean up all the mess. Haha.

Now, let me share a story. A boring one for your info.

I was on the way back home from Liyl’s house when I switched on the radio and heard this very so gay but sweet song playing. It’s When A Man Loves A Woman. Haha. Personally, I think it’s a gay song and I don’t really like the tune. But I do LOVE the lyrics! It’s just so romantic. Hahahaha. Of course. What do you expect from a girl like ME?

So, I want to share the lyrics with you all! And guys, learn to be more sweet and romantic puh-lease. Be a prince charming once in a while. It won’t hurt. I promise you

When a man loves a woman,
Can’t keep his mind on nothing else,
He’d trade the world,
For a good thing he’s found,
If she is bad, he can’t see it,
She can do no wrong,
Turn his back on his best friend,
If he puts her down,

When a man loves a woman,
Spend his very last dime,
Trying to hold on to what he needs,
He’d give up all his comforts,
And sleep out in the rain,
If she said thats the way,
It ought to be,

When a man loves a woman,
Deep down in his soul,
She can bring him such misery,
If she is playing him for a fool,
He’s the last one to know,
Loving eyes can never see.

There are more but I didn’t copy them all because it’s not really suitable. Haha. Not that sweet. But really, the lyrics are just so sweet, to me. I mean, when a guy shows his soft side, his vulnerable side, it’s cute and really, very sweet as in heart-melting sweet ok?

Specially when a bad guy a.k.a tough-looking guy does it. Awww. I’m going to shed some tears now! Not. Haha. But seriously la. So sweet.

Hmm. I guess that’s all for now. I don’t know what I’m going to do after this but who cares.

xoxo, Fanah.