I Am Super In Love

Fortunately, my love story stops at the title because the title explains basically just about everything So, no need to worry about me going on and on and on about how I feel when he does this and that, bla bla. I know you’ve read the same story over and over again!

This is just going to be a quick one since my dad wants to use the laptop soon and I want to play “hair-do” with Mama in just a moment. Waiting for her to finish being on the phone!

Went out with Lala. Had fun Missed her so much after not seeing her for God knows how many months! Oh yeah, change of plan because she forgot to take the road to NKVE! She went to the road to Shah Alam instead! Haha. So, we went to Sunway Pyramid.

Oh yeah, I had to wake up at freaking 6:50am today because I had to accompany my mom jogging It was a torture! But hey, had fun talking to her. But luckily, I can continue my sleep tomorrow as she will be fasting, so, no jogging! Hooray! As well know, I am so not a morning person!

In the evening, I just went for swim, finally! Made use of the poor swimming pool

Here are some pictures!

more photos to be uploaded soon!

I have to go!

xoxo, Fanah.

Beware of the Cranky Bitch

It is the time of the month again. Where this annoying monster which attacks only on unlucky females of the world every month. No, it is not THE “period”, it is the thing BEFORE THE “period” which is called “PreMenstrual Syndrome”. It also has a short form for it’s oh so beautiful name called PMS.

I have wrote an entry about this before. I have talked about this, mentioned about this zillions of times before. AND, I am going to do it again.

Some people, especially GUYS, think that PMS is a joke. That, females are using it as just some lame reason to get themselves out of trouble when they get EXTREMELY (and when I say EXTREMELY, I mean, EX-TREME-LY) emotional /irrational / moody / impetuous / in one word; CRAZY.

But of course, being a female, I would strongly disagree with this. I mean, hey, if we get all cranky and moody and bloody emotional over something when we are having PMS, it is seriously going to get ugly whether you like it or not! Really! Let’s say, my cat dies on a sunshiny normal day without any interruptions / attack from PMS, I would just; Oh, too bad, that’s sad. *stare at the ceiling* Oh well, life must go on. Rest in peace dear! *back to Facebook / Youtube / and things people with no life do*

BUT, let’s say the cat dies on the day I am being attacked by PMS, then, I will be like THIS;

WHAT!? THE CAT DIED? KITTY DIED?? OMG. HOW DID SHE DIE? WHAT? *teary eyes* Why didn’t I hug / play with her last night? OMG. *crying* (calls a friend) *mourn about the death to her / him* *sobbing* *cry myself to sleep*

And then, wake up in the morning and think; why the hell was I so sad?

Don’t get me wrong. Of course, I would be sad for my cat. Except that I am not really close with my current cat (I was close with the ones who died before this and now, I just can’t be close to the new ones). So, yeah, imagine the cat being someone you are not really close with. Maybe not someone but someTHING

You know, it’s not like we, unlucky girls, asked for this thing called PMS. We can’t control it. Of course, we can like, exercise and eat right but hey, even that can’t ensure a good flow of hormones, people.

I mean, if the guys want us to accept the fact that they are perverts because they have testosterone, then, THEY have to accept us being such drama queens when we are having PMS. Besides, they are on high levels of testosterone ALL THE TIME while us, females, only have this “hormone disorder” once a month. So, it’s only fair that we ask them to respect and fully understand our sweet PMS time, right?

yeah, sure

So, let me once again give you guys the cause of PMS. Oh wait. Maybe I should give you guys WHAT is PMS first, just to be on the safe side in case you don’t know what PMS really is.

What is premenstrual syndrome?

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) is a combination of physical and emotional disturbances that occur after a woman ovulates and ends with menstruation. The most common mood-related symptoms are irritability, depression, crying, oversensitivity, and mood swings with alternating sadness and anger. The most common physical symptoms are fatigue, bloating, breast tenderness (mastalgia) and appetite changes with food cravings.

What causes PMS?

PMS remains an enigma because of the wide-ranging symptoms and the difficulty in making a firm diagnosis. Several theories have been advanced to explain the cause of PMS. None of these theories have been proven, and specific treatment for PMS still largely lacks a solid scientific basis. Most evidence suggests that PMS results from the alterations in or interactions between the levels of sex hormones and brain chemicals known as neurotransmitters.

So, there. THAT explains why sometimes your girlfriend cries over a simple, small fight. Over something that seems so ridiculously silly. Why she acts like this. BUT it all happens for a certain period only. When she’s “normal”, you easily repeat the same argument or fight (unless she caught you cheating or something) and both you and your girlfriend can laugh about it like it’s nothing!

Therefore, people, each and everyone of you reading this, please understand a girl when she’s having a PMS. Like me, I yell and shout at innocent people when I get annoyed whenever I have PMS. And then, when I find out something doesn’t go my way, I would be crying in less than 5 minutes.

Oh yes, I am not kidding.

Today, a lot of BAD things happened and A LOT of things didn’t go my way.

For example, I was about to be on top of the world when I found out that I got a RM850 cheque instead of RM700 because of some excess payment I made back then. I was like having this huge grin on my face thinking about things I would do with that little extra money.

Then, I found out; Shit. I don’t have a bank account (don’t freaking ask me why I don’t have an account, just shut up and read) and then, I realized, my parents need to know about this money whether I like it or not.

My grin disappeared. I drove back home with such a crappy feeling.

Then, I went to Maybank in hope to open my own account. Then, the lady told me that I need to come back tomorrow because there were so many people opening a new account at that moment. And she also told me that opening a new accounts would cost a whooping RM250. Well, okay, not so “whooping” but for a broke person like me, of course it is.

I went home, feeling even more crappy, then, I told my mom about the cheque and she was like;

” Alright then, we’ll just open your account next month “

And my mouth went like this;

oh yes, like this.

And then, she continued; “Then, if bla bla bla, I will give all the money to you. But if bla bla bla, then I will bla bla bla”

I used bla bla bla to protect the reasons on why she’s doing that. Ha – ha.

Well, the good news is Mama promised me to buy the Coach purse that I want. Except that I don’t know when she will do that. And another good news is, I might actually get the RM 850 all to myself.

THE BAD NEWS IS; I will not get the money until next month. Woohoo. I love my life.

And then, I went to my room, looking like this;

walking to my room looking like this

Then, I wrapped myself with my comforting duvet and started crying like this;

aha, meet the crybaby

Then, not too long after that, my mom called me and told me to pick up my siblings from school, do this and that and I started getting annoyed again. And I felt like screaming and throwing things. Oh yes. But of course, I just obeyed and went to do all those things.

Then, well, I don’t really want to talk about EVERY SINGLE DETAIL. I think that is all for now.

And yeah, this is me when I am having my PMS. Another PMS post coming up tonight. I think.

; )

xoxo, Fanah.

Wishlist

I feel like crying. My RM700 cheque from Sunway University College is ready to be collected (will collect it tomorrow). I feel like crying because; I am finally NOT broke and finally can buy some stuffs from myself. Another reason would be; RM 700 is NEVER enough to buy me a Coach purse which I ever so badly want!

So you see, due to my excitement to be temporarily rich, I was just day-dreaming of what I was going to do with that money. Okay, first of all, EVERYONE knows RM700 is not exactly “rich” nor is it ever that much. But I am just excited okay??? So please, just bare with me.

And because I was like thinking about I should buy something that I can’t buy later, using my own money which I don’t know will ever reach RM700 or not (unless it’s for university purpose or whatever). So, then, I looked at my current Miss Selfridge purse and thought; OMG. I WANT A COACH PURSE.

Because to me, Coach is not as expensive like Louis Vuitton or Gucci and what not. And I think their Poppy collection is very very nice. Well, some of them. Coach used to be very ugly but for some reasons, they’ve finally opened their eyes and made various new collections which are somehow more acceptable to the eyes.

Being me, I went to check out Coach website and I just surveyed the purses they have. And my oh my, I have found one which I dearly like and here is the picture;

I want it : (

There’s another design but I can’t seem to find the picture And I want this one or the other one! But guess the price? Come on, come on. Guess guess. Hurry!

Okay, fine, let me just spill it out. It’s $158, not yet converted to Malaysian Ringgit which sucks, man. If it was really RM158, I would buy it tomorrow without a single doubt

But it’s USD158, people! Almost RM540. God. That’s awful!!!!! I mean, I have to like, give RM50 to my mom because I borrowed RM50 from her a few weeks ago. Then, RM650 minus RM540 is like, RM110. Like, WHAT!? Just because of a purse, I am going to spend around 90±% of my money?! I still want to shop at Ikea, I want to buy a pair of skinnies (oh yes, I wear them now, but ONLY and ONLY with my long dresses), I want to go to the saloon and do some treatment to my hair, I want this and that. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate this.

So, people, I am still thinking. I think if the price was RM300,  I could still show some toleration but if it’s more than RM400, I don’t think I can bare with the pain

I know I am babbling nonsense and you guys probably want to slap me in the face but but but, I just have to let all these feelings out okay!

Anyway, some other things on my wishlist;

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That is why you can’t give me money. I am no saint, I will surely get very greedy. Rawr!

Oh well, who wouldn’t

Off to have more “fantasies” about what I should buy (non 18sx fantasies okay!)

xoxo, Fanah.

WordPress vs Tumblr

It’s the moment I have been waiting for. And thank you Arshad, for leaving me your opinion.

Millions of thanks to my dear friend, Zalikha for giving me the opportunity to check Tumblr out using her account. So, I didn’t have to go through all the hassle of creating an account of my own to know if I should change to Tumblr or not. And yeah, I just finished checking it out and I have made a decision along with a few reasons to go with it as well.

Let’s cut the crap and tell you guys my decision okay?

I have decided to stick to WordPress!

OH NO! Why!? WordPress is just so boring!!

First of all, let me tell you that I have decided to stick to WordPress because;

1) I am able to change my text color.

pick a color

2) I am able to choose symbols to put on my post.

pick a symbol

3) I am able to put my paragraph at the most right of the page or the center or the most left by just one click + link a word / sentence + paste a text straight from Microsoft Word

by clicking the one I circled

4) The pictures uploaded in WordPress would be automatically resized whereas I have to manually edit the pictures uploaded in Tumblr. So, how am I to know what dimension is suitable for my post? Trial and error? Urm, I don’t think so.

5) WordPress has a simple way of organizing things. Whereby if you want to organize your post, you can just choose what you want to do with it here;

sorry for the horrible handwriting

6) Then, you can choose what you want to put on your blog. You can choose to put a section for your Twitter, for a little description, you can put a picture if you want to, you can put the links you like or links of your friend’s blogs, you can have a blog archive, a calendar, etc. It’s called the widgets section and here’s a picture of it;

click widgets (the circled one)

and you'll be directed here

Basically, you just drag the things you want to put on your blog to the right side of the page. Then, save, then you’ll find them on your blog in less than 1 minute.

As for Tumblr, of course, I haven’t really explored it fully 100% but at first glance, I just didn’t feel right. I mean, it’s like you have to do some extra digging before you can really get into it. Sure, it took me quite a while to get used to WordPress but I don’t know why, to me, WordPress is much more simple and is easy to organize and that is really the main thing I want in my blog.

NO DOUBT, Tumblr has really cool theme designs. Plus, I can put my own background and all that. And the font is, wow, don’t get me started with the font style. I am just in love with it. But you see, if I don’t really know how to use it, what’s the point, right?

Call me stupid or whatever but when it comes to the cyber world, I am just too lazy to do much thinking Well, actually in many things, I am just too lazy to think. I know, not good! But whatever. I’m like building a bubble around me and try to stay away from others to avoid thinking Urm, okay. I am not THAT bad.

And please, no offense to Tumblr users or Tumblr people and all that. I am not saying that Tumblr is no good or whatever. I am only saying that I don’t understand Tumblr and in my own opinion, I find WordPress easier to use. Besides, I think I belong with WordPress more.

But why oh why are WordPress themes so BORING! They are like, the perfect definition of boring themes, you know? Grrrrr

Oh yeah, one more thing. Like Arshad said, Tumblr is more towards people posting simple things like photos or quotes or whatever. OBVIOUSLY, that is soooo not me as I like to write longggggggg draggy boring essayyyysssssssssssssss. And I don’t really have much pictures to post most of the time. Probably one or two. And that’s it. So, another one good reason why I should just stay in my WordPress cocoon instead of moving somewhere else

And please don’t question me on why I am making a big deal out of this. As we all know, I can be such a drama queen sometimes. So, please forgive me. I just like to do this comparison thingie and all that. It’s just me

Can somebody please take me to watch freaking Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus!!!!? I really, really, really want to watch it! Urghhhh! Maybe one fine day. Maybe.

I don’t have anything else to talk about other than I am still thinking which workout to do today. Not doing the one I did yesterday or else I could get bored easily. So, probably will do another DVD or just go for a swim. We’ll see.

xoxo, Fanah.

Trying Hard To Resist

I just told my friend, Zalikha who wanted to make a new blog account, to create an account using Tumblr. And I looked at the Tumblr and I’m like; God, I want to do one!

Too bad I found out about Tumblr before I made my WordPress, or else I’m damn sure I would go for Tumblr instead of this. I think. But Zalikha told me that there are some flaws here and there like; she still can’t find a way to change her text color.

Oh wow. That sucks. That must sucks. Because I like changing my text color. Really. I mean, for certain reasons, when I need my text to be not black, I would change it. But if Tumblr really can’t have the text color changed, then, I guess, sticking with WordPress would be the much better option for me

And ZALIKHA! Why can’t I comment on your post in Tumblr? I think, like you said, you have to explore more and change the settings a bit. Trust me, I have seen many people’s Tumblr, and they are all quite nice

The background, especially. I am stuck with WordPress’s lame themes while other people get to customize their theme for free! Urghhh It’s so annoying.

Well well, since it’s a new year, I think it won’t hurt for me to change to Tumblr. But seriously! Now I have like, 3 freaking blog accounts? Sheesh. That’s ridiculous. I will have to think further about this. Because WordPress is quite good, to me. Better than Blogspot, I guess. In terms of the organization, looking at the fact that I am almost a perfectionist. I need my text to be all organized and my pictures to be in order and all that. WordPress makes it easy for me in that terms

Moving on. I am having body aches. Around my left thigh. What the hell is wrong with me? I did a 40minutes workout and I’m already feeling all crappy a few hours later? That’s not good. I have to work out more this way. To get my body used to those kinds of activities.

I really want to go to college tomorrow. To take my official result slip and also, to meet up with my college friends and have lunch with them. Wanted to watch a movie with Shaleen but too bad, I can’t confirm whether I can join them or not until 11am tomorrow. We only have 2 cars at the moment. Estima and the BMW. Oh kay, like, there is no way in hell am I going to drive the BMW, obviously. Nor would my dad let me drive it

But since tomorrow, school will start, Mama will have to use the car for sending and picking up my siblings! Trouble there! So, I can’t really use the car whenever I want

Because I still can’t confirm tonight, we can’t watch a movie because Shaleen had to tell her brother tonight. She depends on her brother for transportation. Sigh. Too bad. Really frustrated because of that. Really wanted to watch Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus with Shaleen. Oh well, maybe some other time then.

pointless picture

It;s 12:44am. I think I should head off to bed. Thinking of going for a jog early in the morning tomorrow but I am still not sure whether I will have the strength to stay awake after Subuh prayers or not I mean, it is so not an easy to do for me okay! Sobs. (ps, I am eating ice-cream)

Lastly, a question I just have to ask all of you readers, SHOULD I CHANGE TO TUMBLR?

Please leave a comment and answer the question. I really need you help making this decision. Thank you.

Goodnight loves.

xoxo, Fanah.

Official Launch of Plan “Make Me Hot”

For those of you who are my loyal readers, I think you have read about my post where I wrote about my so called plan “Make Me Hot”. If this is your first time reading my blog or you missed the post Plan Make Me Hot, click here. Read that before reading the rest of this post okay?

After I wrote that post, a lot of things came up and I just couldn’t find the time to actually work out and really lose some calories / fat or whatever. Sure, I did a lot of dancing which I should say, rather vigorous and did make me sweat but somehow, we all know that’s not enough. Then, the fact that I eat a lot and I don’t really eat healthy food didn’t help in keeping me in shape, huh?

And yeah, I did go for a jog for a few times and trust me that when I say “few”, really, it’s “few”.

So, today, after crying to some remarks made by a certain someone whose name shall remain a secret, I finally did my cardio workout. Yeah, as usual, it felt great. I was totally in ecstasy. Well, of course, it was a torture as well since I had not done it in a while. And some moves were quite tiring. But hey, that’s exercise, right?

But then, I managed to do everything without leaving a single step though I did make some mistakes here and there when the moves were unfamiliar and too fast, for me. In the end, during the cool down session, the “great feeling” started to kick in and I said to myself; why in the world didn’t you start earlier? you could have lost probably 1-2kg/s doing this. grrr

Well, whatever it is, too late to regret this and that, so, to make this blog slightly more interesting, here are some pictures I took without really having any point or whatsoever.

I did everything except strength

oh yes. burn fat fast please.

staying fit. ha-ha.

Yeah. Those are some pictures. I know, no point but I just felt like taking pictures, so I thought, why not.

Anyway, my day started officially at 11:00am today. I had a late breakfast or an early lunch, whichever way you want. I ate a healthy lamb burger with tomatoes and salad and of course, onions. It’s healthy because I used the lamb patty with doesn’t have MSG or preservatives and all that crap.

Then, I went online and decided to clean up my room. Finally, about time! It was in such a huge mess! The floor was dusty, the bed was most of the time unmade. There were unnecessary stuffs on my daybed, on my chair, the magazines were unorganized, everything basically except for my closet because I took care of that a few weeks ago

So, I changed into my “maid outfit” and started to sort things out. Reorganized my books, put aside the papers that are not being used to be recycled later, vacuumed the floor and even polished my not so white table to a white table all over again! Oh yes baby, my table looks so brand new now. And did I mention that I had never thought of polishing the damn table ever since I moved here? Oh yes, it’s true. But it’s okay, I did just now and the table looks so nice

And, I managed to clear my daybed which used to have my bags and files and books and what not on it. And it’s very RARE that you could see it clean and clear but now, IT IS! Hooray!! Me likey Here are some pictures;

sob. i ♥ my table.

the now clear daybed!

Ohhhhh. I know my curtains suck. They suck so bad that… that… thattttttt, I don’t know okay? They just do.

my think-nothing corner

This corner used to be in a mess. If you saw the before picture, I think you would understand. Too bad, silly old Fanah forgot to take a picture BEFORE I organized it all back. Sheesh.

And my soft toys are increasing in number. I have to get a bigger basket to hold them in!! Shall buy one soon, no worries loves.

Then, I finished everything at around 5:20pm. And that’s when I started my workout and now boohoo I am hungry. What a genius. I mean, you lose fat and then you have to eat. But of course, it’s not good to starve yourself (though I do it sometimes) but now, I shall eat but not over-eat, okay? Wish me luck and hope I have the strongest will ever to keep myself from gobbling everything during dinnertime!

I don’t know what to do tonight. Don’t really have any plans. I am just worried that I won’t be able to go out that often anymore because Mama will have to use the car often now that the school is going to start again very soon. Gahhh. I hate the fact that my Myvi is already gone for almost 1 month++ and I seriously want my car back. It’s been such a torture not having a car, okay!?

Breathe in. Breathe out. Calm down.

I am off to have my dinner and then, take my shower. May blog again tonight, but then again, maybe not.

xoxo, Fanah.

Words Can Mean Nothing

There is a reason for songs like “More Than Words” and “What You Do” being created. They bring a message to everyone in the world that if you love someone, you show it with your actions, not so much with the words. Sure, words would be super nice. They could melt someone in seconds. But, what happens when someone can’t believe in your words anymore?

What if, your parents don’t think you love them anymore? With all your stupid behaviours, rebellious acts, etc. What if one day, you tell them you love them and they just stay silent, no response.

What if, that happens with your friends? Your special someone? Anyone?

I mean, saying those 3 words is important. But not as important as being there for someone when they need you. Not as important as taking care of them when they are sick, making sure they are okay. Not as important as helping them when they are in trouble.

Writing this, something crept into my mind. Why do boyfriends/grilfriends have to say “I Love You” to each other? And why don’t best friends as in your best closest buddies say that though?

Because, with your best friends, you already know they love you! That’s why. You don’t need them to tell you they love you everyday. You don’t need them to convince you that they love you already. You are already safe and secure. You can clearly see that they love you by their actions. Same goes to parents and the rest of the family. Most of us don’t tell our parents we love them everyday (or siblings) because they know. It’s like, this unspoken thing or something.

But with your partners, you don’t. Most of the time, you don’t. And someday, words can mean nothing and saying those three words would bring no effects at all. Too bad.

I am not really in a good mood tonight. Been coughing like crazy as if something is stuck in my throat. But this is not like, I am not feeling well kind of cough. It’s just that, it’s a normal cough. Okay, I don’t know how to describe it, so let’s just leave it to that.

And again, I don’t have anything interesting to blog about. Things that happened today; endless chores, had lunch with Mr L, online, went out with Sorfina, watched Phobia 2 DVD with the family, blogging.

See, nothing much. I am seriously moody at the moment. Maybe it’s PMS. Maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s you. I don’t know. Why don’t we figure it out together?

Plans for tomorrow; unknown.

I want to go to a beach. Someone take me please and thank you.

xoxo, Fanah.

Second Day of 2010

Too bad I didn’t have the chance to post an entry on the 1st of January 2010. But of course, it’s not really such a big deal, but still, being the girl that I am, I just feel like it’s too bad that I didn’t get the chance to do so.

I don’t know why but I am just not really in the mood to blog today. Probably it’s mostly because I was just too busy helping my mom around since the maid is still not allowed to go back home. Man, I almost forgot how does it feel to have to clean up everything, do everything, etc. Now, my love grows stronger for my maid. For she’s the one keeping my laundry basket empty everyday. Sobs. Get well soon, bibik.

Then, at around 4:00pm, my uncle came with his family and I was busy helping my mom in the kitchen to prepare food for them. Then, I played water gun with my cousins. And ehem, they’re 7-4 years old. So, yeah. I wanted to swim just now because I realized just how long I haven’t been swimming even when the pool is just a few steps away from the door That proves that I am such an ungrateful, lazy brat. Teehee.

At around 9:00pm, they went home and we went to Plaza Shah Alam to buy some DVDs. Hehe. Wanted to go catch a movie with the family but dad wanted to watch Sherlock Holmes no matter what and despite being able to reserve exactly 6 tickets for The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus, he still didn’t want to go.

I was quite frustrated as I was actually looking forward to watch that movie. So I will probably go around tomorrow or something with my siblings since I don’t really have any friends left And those who are here might not want to watch that movie. Sigh.

Then, we went to eat steamboat which was super duper delicious. And it was damn cheap too! We took loads of the food available, and in the end, we only had to pay RM25. Yes, RM25 for 6 people is super cheap, oh kay? And I was full too by the time we finished. It was the most satisfying steamboat session I have ever had. Plus, the sauce and the chili were awesomely yummy! Not the kind that’s too salty, or too thick, or too sweet. It was just perfect. Perfecto! Will definitely go there again

After that, we went home. And I was busy chatting and entertaining myself with Facebook eventhough it’s getting more boring each day.

Plans for tomorrow? Well, first, I might be having breakfast with Mr L at a place which is still undecided. Then, going to meet up with Shafiq and some of the others for some catching up. Haven’t met Shafiq in ages! Kind of miss that old guy and his stupid jokes Haha. Zack and Shafiq have always been the jokers, making us all laugh because of their stories and facial expressions and what not Might see Sorfina too since she’s going back to Melaka very soon.

I am actually feeling quite sad because; we didn’t get to go to Genting OR a beach OR even stupid old Pavilion. That’s just way way disappointing.

But, I feel grateful and happy because; we did manage to go to Red Box two times and managed to made total fools out of ourselves THAT was pure fun! Oh, we also managed to watch a movie together, a good stupidly funny too; Couples Retreat.

Going to miss them and the moments we had but hey, it’s time to move on with the future, going with the flow!

Hmm, what else am I going to talk about. I think that’s all.

When I get my RM700, I want to shop at Ikea and buy some stuffs for my room. Tomorrow, I will start with things I am able to change first. It’s a brand new year, something’s gotta change for God’s sake! And I do wish Mama would start planning for new curtains soon because I hate my current curtains so damn much. Enough said.

Thinking whether I should buy a pair of shoes with MY money or not? Or should I just wait until dad gives me a green light to buy one? Or maybe, should I buy a bag instead? And you know, Espirit has some nice outfits lately, I might consider that as well. Urgh. RM700 is never, I repeat, NEVER going to be enough!! Grrrr. I need RM 10,000 at the very least (but I might be lying to myself, because I probably need more than that)

Hmm. It is now 2:08am. I think I should go to sleep, don’t you think so?

Well, I do.

xoxo, Fanah.

So Happy, I Can Barely Cry

I just got back home from Mid Valley a few hours ago. Arrived home at around 6:30pm. Surprisingly, I managed to not screw up the day and I went home with a huge grin on my face like a little fool (in a good way). Felt like dancing around because I was just too happy that today went so well and I had so much fun despite a few “problems” here and there.

Let’s start from the beginning shall we?

Mr L called me at around 5:45am (I think). We talked and after that, I performed my Subuh prayers and tried to go back to sleep but unfortunately, didn’t manage to do so because I went to bed quite early the night before. So, I tossed around on my bed, wishing for the time to go by faster and finally, I managed to fall back to sleep around 7:00am+.

Eventhough my alarm woke me up at 7:30am, I just turned it off because I had just fallen back to sleep, of course I was feeling super sleepy! Then, I woke up by myself at 8:30am and freaked out! I had to go to my sibling’s school, buy their books, send my brother and his friends to Sunway Pyramid and be back at home before Mr L comes to pick me up.

I took my shower, got ready and all that and woke my brother up and 30 minutes later, we were on our way to buy the books. Thank God the process didn’t take that long because there were not so many people.

Fetched his friend and off we went to Sunway Pyramid. Dropped them off at the entrance and hurried back home. I wanted to get home early because I wanted to tidy up the house before going out so that my mom would not nag too much later on.

And so, I washed the dishes, tidy up the TV area and all that. I even made scrambled eggs for them as their breakfast! Oh yeah, my maid is in the hospital. Pity her. Due to her tooth that had cavity for almost a year, she now, has infected ear and infected gum which at her stage, could be fatal. Well, we tried to take her to see a dentist a few months back then but she was just too scared and didn’t want to go. Not our fault that her condition is now this bad. She had her tooth pulled out this morning and Mama said she’s feeling better. So, the explains my sudden angel-mode. You know, washing up the dishes, cleaning the house and all that

11:15am, Mr L finally came and soon, we were on our way to Mid Valley. Sadly, we had to go through a 6 minutes queue at the toll house because I forgot to bring my Smart Tag and he didn’t have one in his car. It was so freaking annoying having to pay by cash. Sobs

Minor traffic jam at the federal highway which is why I much much much prefer NKVE.

Arrived at Mid Valley, approximately 40 minutes later. Had to go buy movie tickets first. Checked out the movies at GSC Signature at The Gardens. I wanted to watch Sherlock Holmes, but surprise surprise, he said he watched it already and of course, I went all bad mood like crazy. I don’t feel like criticizing him here because it is just so not me to TALK BAD about people I am close with (this has a hidden meaning, so it’s okay if you don’t understand).

But of course, I didn’t want to ruin the whole day and managed to find the strength to be cheerful again. Because I didn’t want to watch Did You Hear About The Morgans?, we went to GSC Mid Valley (because GSC Signature wasn’t showing Cirque Du Freak) and decided to watch Cirque Du Freak instead. Luckily, we managed to get the 2:00pm show tickets eventhough it was selling fast. However, we got the front row seat, but it wasn’t really that bad.

While waiting for the movie, we went to have lunch. Went to Food Garden at the Gardens. I thought that the food there was going to be so freaking expensive but it turned out that it wasn’t THAT expensive which means that the price is still affordable and the food was actually quite nice. Well, Mr L’s chicken rice was nice but my Tom Yam wasn’t really the type that I like. But it was of course, edible enough Oh, he paid for my lunch just now. Sweet, I know

I think the Food Garden is really nice. The place, the setting, it’s all very simple, yet very classy looking in a way. I don’t really know how to explain but I really enjoyed eating there Took some pictures there. Here you go;

his watermelon juice

my milo

his chicken rice

food garden

After having lunch, we just walked around and a few minutes later, we finally went to the cinema as the movie was about to start.

The movie was totally a BORE. God, it was totally a waste of money, time, etc. I think we should have watched Did You Hear About The Morgans instead. But yeah, it was even more disappointing than Twilight! It was totally different than the book (but I saw that one coming) and the story was, I don’t know, BORING and DRAGGING and and and, God, I don’t know. I think I could have fallen asleep watching it alone.

And most of the jokes were so lame, I could barely laugh. Though I did laugh at some sarcastic remarks made by Crepsley, the vampire. I don’t even know why some people could laugh so hard at certain parts which I thought were really lame

Even Mr L said that the movie was so boring. Hmph. Plus, it took forever to finish! Grrrr

Well, yeah, after the movie finally came to an end, we went to a few stores to check out some things he wanted to buy. And he bought a shirt at Hush Puppies before moving on to The Gardens to check out Isetan clothes and he ended up buying a really nice black shirt at G2000 there. Before that, we went to Action City where he bought me a MONSTER I love love love the monster!!

Here’s a picture of it;

♥ monster

He said that it’s ugly but I don’t think so! It’s cute in it’s own special way

Then, we went to Marks and Spencer because I wanted to buy chocolate and chocolate chip cookies for my mom. It’s the same choc chips cookies Fau bought yesterday. Hehe, got the idea from her.

Then, we went home. And I took a lot of pictures in the car while waiting to get out of the traffic jam! Enjoy the photos

i ♥ my watch, but not the traffic jam

his big bubble!

eating choc chip cookies in his car

fast lane

And back at home, happily. I love this day too much that I couldn’t even get mad at absolutely anything. He was really sweet just now. Urgh. I really didn’t want the day to end.

IF you are reading this, thank you for making the last day of my 2009, one of my happiest days ever.

But I doubt you will read this. Hmph.

Too long. No quality bla bla

Oh, not to forget, Happy New Year, 2010 people! My my, the numbers look scary somehow! Don’t you think? Here’s to a whole new year, a whole new beginning of the many chapters to come. Here’s to the laughters we will laugh, to the tears we will shed, to the anger and hurt that we will feel, to the new friends we will get to know, to some old friends we will forget, to the fights, to the flus and what not we will get, to the new things we will buy, etc

: )

Despite the plan to celebrate New Year’s Eve with Shobana and the others can’t be carried on, I am still happy and not really feeling too down about it. Though it would have made everything perfect if we could still go on with the plan

I think, that’s all for now. I am going to enjoy the rest of my night now. The last moments of 2009. Alhamdulillah for I am still alive. And it had been a great year indeed.

xoxo, Fanah.

Today With Them Part 2

Before I go to sleep tonight, I just have to write an entry in this beloved little blog of mine first. As usual, I won’t feel complete without writing a proper entry about my entire day

Well, the day started at 8:27am. Luckily, Sorfina woke me up by calling me or else I would still be sleeping like a baby. Then, I quickly took a shower and got ready when Sorfina said that Fau turned off her handphone! She couldn’t reach her on her cell. We panicked and thought; Is she still sleeping?

It was 9:05am and Fau still didn’t respond. So, we took the step to go to her house, with my car and yeah, true enough, SHE WAS STILL SLEEPING! The one taking us to Sunway Pyramid was still sleeping! LOL. So, we woke her up and I went back to my home with Sorfina. Around 40 minutes later, Fau arrived with Zack and we went to pick up their friend, Syafiqah. So now, I have a new friend

After that, we had to go to Bank Islam because Fau wanted to pay her UiTM fees. We had to wait for so long at the bank and were only able to get moving to Sunway Pyramid at 11:00am. Arrived at Sunway Pyramid around 20 minutes later and they went to Red Box first while I went to the toilet (ha ha) and pay my parent’s Maxis postpaid bill.

Joined them at Red Box. And our first song for today was I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor. Haha. I just love to sing along to this song. It is so energetic! Filled with girl power baby! Check out the video in my previous post and see me singing to it with rare enthusiasm

I am just too lazy to recall all the songs we sang just now. The usual must-sing songs were there. And we added songs like; Single Ladies, Mambo No5, etc. Too lazy, too lazy.

And now, I am in love with Akon’s We Don’t Care and Adam Lambert’s For Your Entertainment (but why is there this part where he looks like a girl in his video?) Woohoo! Oh yeah, no offense but everytime I look at Adam Lambert’s video of For Your Entertainment and this pops into my mind: He is a male version of Britney Spears

After that karaoke session, Zack and I took the shuttle bus to Sunway College to get my result. And wow wow wow, I felt like killing myself after hearing about it. First of all, I still can’t print my official result because my account is still blocked by the Australian Council (after 5 tries of incorrect password). Secondly, my result sucks. The end.

Of course, being me, I am not giving up. I will try harder during my degree program. God knows I need to study more and stop lazying around. I don’t know when will I ever learn that lesson

Well, after knowing my result and reporting to Ms Vanitha about my password problem, we took the shuttle bus back to Sunway Pyramid. Met the girls and went to Marks and Spencer. Wanted to buy my organic cotton bag but decided to wait for a few more days because I still need to go out tomorrow with Mr L and I am hoping to shop along with him.

Bought a milk chocolate from M&S which was so damn delicious. Truly sinfully delicious. Then, went back home. Thank you Fau for everything

I went back home and had to entertain my relatives who were visiting for a while. Went to TTDI to buy some food for them and all. Then, after Maghrib, we all wanted to watch a movie but then, luck was not on our side and every movie we wanted to watch was sold out. So, we just went home after buying some groceries.

And here I am blogging. I need to sleep early today. Have to wake up damn early tomorrow – bringing my siblings to buy their school books, send my brother to Sunway Pyramid, outing with Mr L

Things are going just the way I want it to be and I am glad. I hope I don’t screw up the situation tomorrow..!

pale faces

singing

I am off to bed now. Xoxo, Fanah.